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So I feel mentally exhausted: like I have to tell my boyfriend to remind me of something, then I have to write it down in a notebook, then I write it down on my calendar, and then most of the time I still forget about it. Yeah, that mental exhaustion...
I also finally landed that second job I've been looking for for two months now except I haven't gotten a reply back when to come in after my background check. My record's clean, COME ON JOANN'S! I NEED MONEYSSSS!  I have been working near full time at the job I'm currently at but that doesn't prove enough when gas, food, clothes, and car insurance are factored in.  I really didn't want to take out a loan first semester going into my dream college but it may happen...

What else...what else...I've been trying to do some illustrations for a SyFy illustration contest (which is also open to short stories.)  Ergo, I have taken a hiatus on "Mr. Pillow Man" comic and I will start that again once the SyFy contest is out of my hands and in the judges hands.  Then I thought of a cute fanart idea (and I wonder why "fanart" autocorrects to "frank" on my computer.)  Then I have been getting random, small commissions in between all of this for like greeting cards and bookmarks, so I haven't had the time to un-personalize them to sell on my Etsy shop so that's like a few months behind updating(, along with this site, my blog, my Facebook, my Pintrest, my Fine Art America...) yeah anyone want to update my websites for me and I'll give you free art? I'm so swamped right now and tired and can't handle life but I suppose that's the point of life and now I'm just rambling because that's what I do best.

But things will turn around!  Winter's just around the corner, which means transferring to my new college is, which means starting to find myself in a new place is, I got asked to do some art thing in December and I am selling my stuff now in two local stores, I have a boyfriend who will practically do anything for me because he's liked me for such a long time, an art professor who helps me with marketing online and like anything art related (and he's super good at oil painting, Hall Groat II, you should totally look him up.)  So yeah, things are getting better but I can still feel the stress.

I've recently found my Pokemon Emerald game and have been playing that on my breaks at work.  I have Blubblub, Ziggy Pop, Boo!, Satan, Mr. Negative, and Dale.  Then I have also gotten addicted to Smash Brothers (which I originally only started playing because my boyfriend said he was really good at it so obviously I have to beat him in his own territory) and I play that for way too long when I should be doing art stuffs so I'm limiting myself to either an hour every other day or just non-stop Saturday night because I don't work Sundays (at the current moment.)

I'm just bored and in my room listening to random 80's alternative that I have on my chunky iPod.  Really bored's not the right word, more like trying to relax without having to think of a schedule but that's sort of difficult to do. Soon yeah.  I think that's it for now.

I hope you enjoyed my personal nonsense, it really is all nonsense but whatever. Phalanges!

Lucy Loo